心底的 RSVP
（建議你先 click 到最後，邊放那首歌邊讀這歌blog）
再有機會看了《心動》這套電影。
上一次看，是 1998 年。
當時，我帶著在情路上打得遍體鱗傷的驅殼回到香港，邊看邊流淚。但老實說，那時候我只能領略故事的一部份而已。
12 年後再看 《心動》，感覺有如在品嚐一瓶我很戲歡的 Balsamic Vinegar 陳年黑醋 ，愈老就愈吃得出味道來。這次，我敢說我真的能完整地領略到全個故事。
張艾嘉的電影都是這樣，總要有點經歷才看得懂才感受得到。《心動》如是，《生日快樂》和《新同居時代》等等都是。
雖然這次沒流淚，但看到再最後一幕，已為人妻的小柔打開即將再婚的浩君還她那個集合了十多二十年來對她思念的木盒子，我也真的心動了。
隨著身邊很多朋友結婚了，我就更明白 《心動》劇情裡描述那種 someone else is somewhere deep in my heart 的情懷。 因為有很多人結婚的那位，並不是心底最愛那個。
有個人，縱使命中注定要跟他分開，縱使早已在生活裡消失得無影無蹤 … 但原來，他一直都在。
原來，在心砍的深處早已預留了位置給那個曾出現在生命中，很特別的那個人。
原來他一直陪伴著自己呼吸，原來回頭就可看到，原來他都在守護著所有回憶。
分開了，不代表要停止牽掛。
緣盡了，不需要把一切忘掉。
或許有一種愛，是需要放手，而不是擁有。
因為得不到的愛情，在某程度上才是浪漫，才夠悽美，才最歷久常新的。
或許跟這個人的緣份，是個缺陷美。
就讓這個缺陷，留下了心痛的感覺，還有心動的痕跡。
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《心動》
作詞：林夕 作曲：黃韻玲 主唱：林曉培
有多久沒見你 以為你在哪裡
原來就住在我心底 陪伴著我的呼吸
有多遠的距離 以為聞不到你氣息
誰知道你背影這麼長 回頭就看到你
過去讓它過去 來不及 從頭喜歡你
白雲 纏繞著藍天 如果不能夠永遠走在一起
也至少給我們懷念的勇氣 擁抱的權利
好讓你明白 我心動 的痕跡
總是想再見你 還試著打探你 消息
原來你就住在我的身體 守護我的回憶
Can’t agree more ~!
Ceci Yip: 🙂
好鐘意..!!! 98年..對我來說好特別既一年..好多情景都記得好清楚..O個年.岩岩升左上F.6……………………………..
Winnie, 告訴你一個小秘密….
曾經聽過作曲人”黃韻玲”講過, “心動”呢首歌, 之前個版本唔係咁嫁, 因為一個小意外, 個原曲無左, 要由頭作過…….
哈哈, 呢個新版本, 真係令人好感動…..
Natalie：真係吾知啊。這叫錯有錯著嗎？
Thanks very much for sharing this Winnie.. my tears could not stop running while I was listening to the song and reading the lyrics …
What you wrote and this song help me to make up my mind.. Thanks again Winnie
Catherine: I’m glad that and was touched by your message. Whatever decision that you’ve made, trust that is the best at this moment.
Dear Winnie..
Just wanted to share with you as well… On Sat I also went for a session with Krystyna in new age after reading your blog posted in March…. I must say she is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING … I kept crying the whole session as she went so deep into my soul and revealed a lot of my issues which I avoided to deal with …. She also provided directions on what I should be headed to and recommended me to have a energy healing session with Karim ! My before photo is very yellowish with some orange colors around me and a spot of green on my heart.The after photo is completely different… left and right are blueish green and on top of my head is white with some violet ! Aura is something new to me.. so am not sure I getting every bit of it. Will try to read more on this and get a better understanding. All in all, I felt good after the healing session . Winnie, please keep writing and sharing because you are really helping a lot of people ! Heartfull thanks and wish you all the best in life ! Catherine
Catherine: I’m soooooooooooo soooooooooooo happy to know this. Very touched….really! Not only because you read my blog and shared the same good stuffs, but I’m just glad to know that you are being enriched – which I think everyone deserves to be. I cried a bit this time when I saw her, coz my spirit told me something on behalf of my late sister which makes perfect sense to me. Krystyna has also encouraged me to use my ‘prophecy’ gift to write from now on, so I can help more people. (She didn’t know what I do before, and she asked me the first time in 5 years cos she didn’t understand why my energy is being spread all over the place and everywhere… well, power of the internet, I guess!) Keep going, dear! Enjoy life and live a great one – coz u deserve it!